Ganyu - Overflowing Desires

Ganyu’s Private Journal
Entry #14 – “It’s Getting Bigger Again…”
I weighed myself this morning. I wasn’t going to. I told myself I wouldn’t. But… my uniform felt tight again—especially around my thighs and… there. So I looked.
Four pounds up.
That makes… what, seven in the last three weeks?
I know it’s all going straight to my hips. I see it when I pass glass windows. That soft curve under my tail just bouncing with every step. I tried to tell myself it was the wind under my skirt. That maybe my vision was exaggerating it.
But Aether… oh Archons.
The way he looked at me today. He dropped something right behind me while I was filing reports—it rolled between by feet and when I bent over to pick it up, I heard his breath catch. He didn’t say anything, but I felt his eyes burning through my skirt like a Pyro vision.
Then he made that stupid, sweet comment—“You’ve been working out, huh? Your legs look amazing.”
My legs?! He was staring at my ass, I know he was. I could barely hold my pen after that.
I wanted to die from embarrassment.
But then…
I went home, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
The look on his face. That flash of heat in his voice. The way he almost reached out, before catching himself.
And I just… lay on my bed, face down, pillow under my hips. I hiked my skirt up and imagined his hand finally grabbing me there—squeezing. Like I know he wants to.
Like I know I want him to.
I came so hard I nearly bit through my sleeve.
… Maybe I’ll bring sweet dumplings to the office tomorrow. Just a small tray. Just in case he wants a reason to say something again.
Even if it makes my ass worse.
Even if I’ll have to write about it again.
…Especially if he grabs it next time.